okay the past couple of days i felt pretty good
like, normal good
and it’s really nice.
spring break begins this week/is next week
maybe i will be super motivated
and maybe, just maybe, i will not spend over a week in a depressed hell hole
Ok so you know how everyone is kind of aware that what they do on a day to day basis can be annoying? But, hey, you have people that love you and put up with you.
But right now, all I can do is sit back and think of how absolutely everything I do is absolutely ridiculous, and that absolutely everyone has to be annoyed and tired of my shit.
I mean really. I am pushy, overbearing, loud, single minded and, most of all, selfish.
i am at this braking point that i cannot describe
i care about nothing
but then bad things happen because of me
and then suddenly i care
and i just cant stand it anymore
ok i am going to app
this is good….i think
but this week is really stressful and i am doing bad in spanish
and my midterm is next week
what is app takes away my acceptance
then i my decision is all effed up
and i finally decided i wanted to go
just
why
why
why
it’s funny how people think i can’t actually commit to anything
the reality is that I don’t find many things to commit to because nothing seems to hold much value in the long run
i would rather commit to a few, important things than commit myself to petty matters that are never going to matter, putting myself and my time into “things” that don’t really care about
when you become attached to someone, it’s difficult to let go.
Daily Rants, Complaints and Observations: Physcos and Friends and Physofriends Edition
remember when i could see the lighter side or my own problems?
(Source: monalisawithnoguarantees)
OKAY HERE WE GO
I AM TIRED OF BEING TIRED AND SAD
MAYBE I SHOULD COME UP WITH SOME NEW GOALS
PERSONAL GOALS
THAT I DON’T HAVE TO TELL PEOPLE ABOUT SO THEY DON’T KNOW I HAVE FAILED AGAIN
OKAY I WILL GO THINK OF SOME
